Dear people of tumblr who have commented on how happy they are that I’m happy. Thank you so much. No, really, THANK YOU. I appreciate your kindness. Love, Kiki
Today I have a permanent smile across my face. There are so many reasons I’m so happy… Got to work early! I cancelled my tanning account and they didn’t charge me because I have the “pre-cancer.” The ladies in my office were hilarious. MILEAGE PAYCHECK!!!!!!! Realizing that I get paid my full paycheck in a couple of days! Realizing that my savings account is...
Slept in + Skyped with soon-to-be - Looked really cute today + Got told by coworkers not to wear that (halter) shirt again - Long lunch with my boyfriend + Didn’t sell anything at work - Farmer’s market with family + Only being able to drink one beer - My favorite bratwurst for dinner + Heartburn - Invited my boyfriend to spend the night, got excited + Had to cancel...
Slept in a little Got ready and out of the house on time, including making breakfast for myself— which is an accomplishment. My stitches don’t itch as much today, thankfully. I had a reaction to some of the anesthesia the doctor used and now have a big welt. Oh well… Band-Aids are distracting to clients, says the sales girl who owns too many low cut shirts. Outside Sales...
The cow jumping over the moon and there were three little bears, sitting on...– Goodnight Moon
Drop a 'word' in my ask:
Blue: What song do you listen to when you're feeling down?
Cup: Do you drink Tea or Coffee?
Dopey: Tell us an embarrassing story.
English: How many languages can you speak?
Fear: Tell us three fears.
Game: What was the last board game you played?
Harry Potter: What was the last book you read?
Injury: Have you ever walked into a glass door?
Jump: Do five jumping jacks/star jump.
Kiss: Who's your biggest celebrity crush?
Love: Do you believe in marriage?
Money: What would you do with 1 million dollars?
Naughty: Tell us three things that your parents disapprove of?
Oops: What is one thing you'd like to change/fix?
Picture: Post a pic of your lovely face.
Quality: Name three of your favourite blogs.
Rapunzel: Name three Disney movies that you adore.
Star-sign: When's your birthday?
Teacher: What do you aspire to be?
Unite: Do you sponsor a cause?
Varsity: Do you play/watch sport?
Word: Write out your URL in your handwriting
Xylophone: Do you play an instrument?
Yellow: What's your favourite colour?
Zoo: What is your favourite animal?
Happy or Sad?
I just want to be happy. Even if that makes people think of me in a different way than they are used to. I know that falling in love with someone less than six months after our split is a little quick. But, I can’t choose who comes in and out of my life. Sometimes, like right now, I have a feeling of overwhelming guilt for my happiness.
Yesterday I had a precancerous mole cut out of my chest. I had an allergic reaction to the numbing stuff and now I have a huge welt on my boob that itches so badly I’d like to scratch it off. Plus, three stitches! Franken-kiki! Work today was frustrating at best. My boyfriend officially was denied on his home purchase. He told me that he was secretly happy about it because he...
I feel empty without him laying next to me in bed. All 6’9” of him, snuggling me. I’ve fallen so hard, guys. He’s amazing, sweet, sexy and he loves me. I can’t imagine my life without him. Sometimes, like right now, I feel guilty for the baggage I have. What about G? Where is he? What is he doing? Should I have gone back? But then I remember, he loves me....
HAD SO MUCH FUN CAMPING! Officially fell in love with my boyfriend this weekend. I knew I had feelings for him that were pretty deep. But, this weekend changed the WHOLE game. He’s amazing. Crown Royal, tent sleeping, fire pits, wildfire, boating, wind and friends made camping fun and exciting. Stayed home from work today because I’m having a surgical procedure done on my skin...
Let the Games Begin
It’s FRIDAY!!!!!!!!! I’m off work for the day. My boyfriend is picking me up soon for our very first camping trip. Have I mentioned that I don’t particularly enjoy camping? I have a huge suitcase packed for said trip. Also packed: a big bottle of Crown Royal. I wish I could take a nap. Also wish: that my uncle would drop my paychecks off to me. My bank account is...
Alright, I’ve finally calmed down. I still have plenty of money. WAY more than I had at the beginning of the year. Plus, I can pull it out of my savings if I get that desperate. I’ve discovered my problems, here. I need to discontinue my gym membership. I haven’t gone in months. Tanning needs to be out too. It’ll give me the cancer, as my grandpa says. I probably...
Freaking out, just a little
So, I don’t know if I have told you guys… but, I’m trying to buy my own home. Oh yeah, I’ve told you. I think I mentioned it once before— not being able to get my soon-to-be-ex to sign a hold harmless agreement or a credit check. Well, things haven’t changed. Right now I am in a state of limbo. I have enough money to buy a house. I’ve got a great down...
Today has been a hell of a day. It started off okay. I slept in until 7 and still got to work on time. I did my job all day, then ended my afternoon by doing something risky. Okay, so I work at a local newspaper doing advertising. There are four other consultants in my office and we all have territories in which we sell in. We can only sell ads to businesses and people in the specific geographic...
Watching Swamp People Texting my swing shift-working boyfriend Wearing his 4XLT shirt as a nightgown HIM: “Post dated for tomorrow: My baby is the prettiest girl on the street, I love her from her head to her feet, she does her part, has a big ol’ heart, and she doesn’t even care if I fart.” Above is a poem written by him. He sends me a new one every Wednesday and...
A List (Because I haven't done one of those in a...
I may or may not have thrown up in my work parking lot this afternoon. (HINT: I did) I’m feeling much better after some food. I had been feeling sick because I hadn’t eaten all day. Currently, I’m laying in my grandma’s recliner, watching Cajun Justice and eating sushi. Earlier, I cried while watching Barter Kings. New low? I think so. My boyfriend is coming over as...